It is not that I am afraid of writing its just that it isn't the easiest way for me to use because the computer is in the bonus room, which is constantly being used by the rest of the family. Its loud and hard to concentrate..most of the time everyone is in there, I am distracted and things just don't keep my train of thought. I know that it doesn't take anything special to keep up, but I have kept a journal forever...and this I could use as a journal but its not the same thing?
I think until I have a better feel for this...I am going to take a little break from writing here..actually I already have, its been how long since I have written .. since march??? anyway...it just confirms that my skills aren't up to what my expectations of myself are and until I have improved in all the areas I want to it seems pointless for me to keep this up. Everyone here at home keeps laughing at my attemps to use this anyway...maybe its best to stop this now..and learn a little more before I try this again. Thanks for listening to me..going on an on about everything and nothing...
